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beyo917 @ 2005-01-05T00:42:00

2005-01-05T08:43:16Z

i'm trying to keep this thing alive. hopefully i'll read this years later and find how retarded i was.

omfg

2003-07-09T22:03:06Z

wow i havent updated in forever. reading old entries remind me of how stupid i was two years ago. bleh. hrm...i dont think anybody knows my livejournal! that's good...i suppose.

sigh...finals

2002-01-22T07:11:01Z

sigh...

stoopid finals...

i'm wrting this now...but later i have to go study more...sigh

o well...hmmm...i have 3 important finals..

chem...math...and history..

o well...wish me luck

sigh...

2002-01-19T07:40:05Z

i kno i havent updated in a long time, but it's becoz of all the stuff goin on....

you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me

~to my grandpa

RIP

hmmm...more on xmas

2001-12-13T07:40:51Z

hmmm...yes...11days til i go bak to taiwan...and 9 day until school gets out

more CDs that i want:

missy elliot..missy e..so addictive
destiny's child..survivor
craig david..born to do it
dream..it was all a dream
mariah carey..glitter

bored again

2001-12-08T08:28:47Z

yet once again...here are my VERY random stuff....

well..15 days until i go bak to taiwan...yay!!

hmmm...
let's see...

i want theses CD's:

pink..missundaztood
alicia keys..songs in a minor
destiny's child..survivor
puddle of mudd..come clean

there are more...i just need time to remember...

lalala

2001-12-05T07:22:15Z

hmmm...

i'm weird..so i'm gonna list the songs that i really like right now...

1. emotions
2. get the party started
3. what's going on
4. rock the boat

ok..so enuf of THAT..

wut else?? hmmmmm...
well...nothin really...i've been pretty close to my "triplets"...and....everything is good...almost...except for my math grade...-_-|||||

lalala..thanksgiving..

2001-11-21T07:17:45Z

hmmm...so many things to be thankful for...

1. god
2. life..kinda..even tho it sux..
3. family..
4. friends...
5. hmmm...am i missin sumthin??

thins happening

2001-11-20T06:57:19Z

damn...so many shitty things happening in my life..i'm only gonna mention a few..

1. shitty grade..shitty math teacher (hope he never comes bak)...

2. hella confusions with stuff....sigh...

3. dunno where i'm going to...dunno anything..@ all...

wow

2001-10-17T06:10:22Z

i havent updated in so long...omg...

o well...so...i've been hella busy with school and cross country and all my other crap...

anyways...i'm not going 2 homecoming...but everyone knos that already...so it's nothin big...

it's not gonna be worth it anyways...i mite just go and leech off of ppl's dinner tho...just like Seale...and my other triplet, megan...

ladada

2001-10-02T06:43:37Z

i havent updated in so long...

but yea...so here's wut's been going on...

life's been crazy...with cross country practices, Insite, hw, and all the other crap...

but yea...life is good...sorta...kidna...

i just hope i wont get TOO depressed from reading a book from an author who suicided by putting her head in an electrical oven...

it's called the bell jar..if u were wondering...

bday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2001-09-18T06:29:37Z

omg...2day is my bday!!

wow..i'm finally 16!!

sigh...even tho i didnt do anything....i'm satisfied already.....

it's all good...

hmph....

2001-09-16T20:53:12Z

sigh...tomorrow is my bday...but not like it's worth celebrating anymore...

sigh...seriously suck...i'd really feel guilty if i just feel happy in midst of all this sorrow...

well...wish that i could live 2 c tomorrow...

bday

2001-09-15T01:03:19Z

btw..it's my bday soon...

sigh...

2001-09-15T00:59:17Z

i'm still kinda depressed about this whole thing...

i mean...how could anyone get over it?? it's just too horrific..

but yea...pray hard everyone...we'll get through this...

but first we'd have 2 get rid of our stoopid stoopid prez....

even the NYC mayor would make a better prez...

now.....

2001-09-11T04:52:47Z

hmmmm...i'm gonna go join cross country tomorrow....feelin kinda weird...

i'm gonna try and not be so negative....even tho i dont think i'll be able 2 shake that off....

but i'm gonna try not 2 cuss as much

now.....

2001-09-11T04:52:43Z

stanford football game

2001-09-09T06:53:38Z

today i went 2 a stanford football game...it was pretty koo....and STANFORD WON!!

i went with my aunt, my cousin, my bro, and my uncle....it was suppose to be my bday present from my aunt...the first for my bday...hehe

friday...finally

2001-09-07T17:16:28Z

i am seriously glad that friday is finally here....this week's been way too long...

i really hope that i wont have as much hw in the future..

o O o O...bday coming up!! 16th bday too...on the 17th.,...hehe...

cant wait...but i dont think i'm gonna do anything anyways...

...

2001-09-06T17:12:47Z

i mite go 4 cross country this year...

i talked to sum cross country ppl yesterday...and they were really nice...so i think i'm prob gona go...

anyways...this week's been so long...and i cant wait til tomorrow...

hmmm....

2001-09-04T05:23:10Z

dunno...ju8st kinda bored...

and i'm not gonna bother correcting my typing..i kno it's horribblw..but i really dont give a f*ck rite now...loodooodooo...

typin...typin....even if i mess up i'm still gonna type....coz....i'm too lazy to correct myself...

today was too....average...and i cant stand it,....

o...yesh...one interesting highlite of my day was that i bought pants.....yay,....i'm thrilled....

whew

2001-09-02T07:15:57Z

finally...the weekend is here...

i've been SOOO busy this week, and i didnt have anytime 2 relax...i've been sleeping @ 1 am everyday...thanx 2 my retarded math teacher...

now i'll finally get 2 catch up on my sleep...

...

2001-08-25T01:29:32Z

damn...

i'm getting more and more depressed by day...

just sent off a friend to college....sigh...i'm getting sad myself....

i would totally kill myself if i have to go 2 college in NY like helen...just imagine the loneliness....

kinda blue

2001-08-24T07:00:52Z

sigh...the cruise was TOTALLY awesome...

the ppl were great...i'm just gonna give sum shout outz...

RJ~thanks 4 everything...it was really koo meeting u...take care of yourself...maybe we'll meet again...
EMELIA~good times together...keep in touch ok??
MICHELLE~woohoo...i dont think i'll ever forget u...maybe u can drop by palo alto sumtime?
ANDREW~haha...slapping the wondows was HELLA fun...i NEED a pic of that!!
XIAYI~let's play mahjong sumtime?? if u'r ever in cali...and palo alto (where i live)...
MOLLY~we never danced!! o well...that's ok...kinda

bored

2001-08-10T03:27:01Z

yay...i'm finally taking out my stitche out tomorrow...

these past few days seemed like WEEKS...damn....

but yea....i'll be going on a cruise next mon....and wont b bak until the mon after this mon (confusing, isnt it?)...

@ least i'll be able 2 eat after i have my stitches taken out...